I live in Illinois, i am the only caregiver to my 86 yr old wheelchair bound dialysis patient father,&?

Friday, 4. June 2010

his wife of 63 yrs, my mother who has osterioporosis so severe that she has shrunk 4″ & is hunched over. I also take care of my 52 yr old mentally handicapped sister & my Fiancee who hit a tree in 2001 sufferring a suberachnoid brain injury. She will never be who she was before the accident & cannot work. I have been doing this for 6 yrs. SOO I coulnt work. I have lost my car, boat, motorcyle, guitars,cash, savings, checking , 401k and my house.EVERYTHING. I am $100,000 in credit card debt, my clothes are 15-20 yrs old, Im 47 going on 100. My father passed away on 9/11/07. My mother fell 2 nights ago and broke her hip. I went to the Dr for myself for the first time in 7 yrs 2 weeks ago for an Mri for back pain. I have a herniated disk L-2 L-3 with narrowing of canal and its sitting on a nerve.
I have a Dr’s appointment this Tuesday and I know the prescriptions i need are close to $1000.00 a month. Do you know where i can get financial medical assistance immedietly ? I am in pain.
Please do not tell me to go to a hospital..
thats where I will end up for temp. pain relief, but I need meds Tuesday. I will need meds till I can get dissability.That process of red tape could take up to a year. I never thought in my whole life these kind of words would come from MY MOUTH. I’m now old, tired, exhausted, afraid, and suffering. it’s the pain that’s getting to me more than anything else.
Does anyone have 3 nails and a cross?